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Thursday, January 20, 2005

Closure

Last night after a few drinks with one of my friends I called my ex. He didn't answer which was just fine with me. I really don't care to talk to him at this point, but I did feel the need to get things off my chest. I left the following message, "Look all I have to say is that no matter what reason you had for not wanting to see me anymore you could have had the decency to communicate that decision to me. The fact that you chose to blow me off instead just proves that you didn't care one-iota about me. It also proves that you had been lying thru your teeth every time you said you loved me. I wish I knew why you lied, but I know it would be pointless to ask you for an honest answer. In closing all I want to say is may you reap all the love and happiness you have sown. Good luck with that."
I actually do feel as if an emotional weight has been lifted off my sholders. I don't expect my message to change anything. I certainly didn't ask him to call me back. I don't want him to call me back at this point. That wasn't why I called. I just felt that I needed some closure to the situation and since he wasn't decent enough to provide that closure, then I had to get it myself. In the end, I'm glad that I did. Now I can move on emotionally just like I already have intellectually.

6 Comments:

  • At 5:16 PM, Blogger Deb said…

    Phew... I'm really happy for you. I know how this particular "weight lifting" feels.

    Now. When we get the BUSH MONKEY off our backs, think of how much lighter we will all feel!
    Ciao

     
  • At 8:25 PM, Blogger underdog2win said…

    Isn't it funny how a few drinks helps you do things you wouldn't do sober? That's why I stopped drinking. I responded to your original post on this subject. When I read this post I giggled because I did the same exact thing you did, except my ex responded, which prolonged the disabled relationship. Whatever happens in the future, remember what I said in my last post :)

     
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